somtimes i question myself
"what do i actually want with you?"
and i find myself stuck in a situation whereby i couldnt answer myself, and i sit all alone, thinking hard to myself. and in the end, i still cant figure out the solution.
perhaps it's much better to remain as how we both are now, and not go any deeper. cause it may hurt alot. and i mean, ALOT. but all my efforts to get close would be already wasted, wasted so much. if i'm just thinking of maintaining this friendship like this, why do i care much more for you compared to anyone else. right? ):
i don't know what i'm trying to prove here
sighs.


school's been stressful. with the pidato yesterday, school fun fair tomorrow, next week, we might be stressing over pbl. then weeks ahead will be serious preparations for mid year already. sigh.
besides that, i still have undone homework, and i need to get a sajak ready by sunday ): OMG! like, thats DAMN stressful!! and to actually think about it, i dont even have 24hrs to do it la ): and i need to basically do it based on books, since i cant remember a thing about the topic im supposed to write about :/ DAMN SAD RIGHT!! ):


i don't know what to do, i think i'm in love